| 1/12/2007 02:51:00 PM |
My Inner Cultist Trying to Escape! |
Recently my life has felt somewhat empty. I have been feeling as if something was missing, I feel like I need structure. But, as most of you know, I am not the most normal man in the world and my defieciency at this point was for ritual speicfically. Because of this I have thought about converting to Catholicism, Thelema, joining the Freemasons, the O.D.O., and other organizations. Instead, I think I am going back to my roots and embracing Cthulhu. Why not create the blasphemous rituals that the swamp people used? Or the dark rites that the Dagon's followers performed? Or better yet, create the rites surrounding Hastur and the summoning of the byakhees and such. This will at least give me something to ponder on, and give me something to do with that language I was attempting a while back.